To My beloved friend Christina, Hey.... I can’t believe that you’re gone Christina, I can’t believe that I’ll never be able to talk to you over the phone, I can’t believe that I’ll never be able to wrap my arms around you and give you a big hug. I will miss you so much.. I’m sorry that I assumed that everything was okay with you, when you were going through such a painful time. I'm sorry that I didn't come and visit you when i was in Korea, I am sorry that sometimes I was not able to keep in touch with you... I am sorry that I didn't know about your pain... As you go through the pain, have you ever wondered if your life mattered? If yes, Let me give you an answer.. It Did Matter, you gave me positive energy, laughter, big smile, and kindness....which i will never forget.. Also did you wonder if people would remember you? If you did, I want to tell you that I will remember you forever and ever... and hold you close in my heart. I still remember those great days with you so clearly even though it was 10 years ago... I found myself at complete loss when I heard about your death and tears are falling on my cheek now as i write my final words.... Goodbye my beautiful friend. I hope that wherever you are, you finally have peace in your heart and in your soul. I will ALWAYS miss you. With Lots of Love, SY